A pinch of salt

I was careless.
You charged in unarmed, I thought I could trust you.
So I let go of defence to realise that you can still attack without any weapon.

 

 

No more excuses for you.

Maybe deep inside I have always known.
I just refuse to believe it.

And now the reality has come to slap me in the face.
I stood there and laugh at how stupid I was.

What the f was I expecting?
Why did I hold on to that hope?

But we all learn.
This was a good slap in the face, a good lesson learned from my dearest…..
Friend.

 

Everything is going back on track.
Chasing back the lost time.

Been

“If you play with fire, get ready to be burnt.”

I thought it was over.
But I guess I am still expecting something.
A miracle?

You know boy, how tempting it is to ask?
So tired of talking in coded language and figuring you out.
I just need to know where I stand.

They say ask and you shall know.
Never thought this is going to be so difficult.
I’m not ready. Not ready to say goodbye.

So messed up.
How long more can we preserve this status quo?

I need to know.