Sudden.

I am just glad. (:

Poker face.

So many thoughts of mine.
Where do I start?

I cannot recognize myself anymore.
I don’t see the Vivian that I used to be.
Although right now i don’t know if this change is good or bad
It’s definitely worth experimenting.

The process of growing up may be harsh and hard.
But I think those who choose to be different
Have proceed into the next level.

And it’s amazing when you got it.
When you realized that you don’t need the big ocean for comfort.
You just need a real warmth house
That will always be there for you no matter what.
That doesn’t lie, doesn’t cheat but loves.

Tonight, I am not going to frown in my sleep
I am going to smile because I know I have much more in life.
Because regardless of where I go,
My safe house will be with me.
And I think I should thank God for that.
As well as opening my eyes to see the world again.

So, let is be.
Do whatever you like.
Because one day you will realized you have made the same mistakes
Again.

Spin.

Tonight has become a little unbearable.
Im going to bed now.

Enough.

I’m seeing too much of the old me now.
And it’s not good, it’s so not good.

I miss the Vivian in the pictures.
The ironic thing is its NOT that long ago.
Probably one or two weeks.

And before this go any further,
I’m sorry, i need to pull myself back.
Stop making me feel like I am standing on thin ice
With your hands to hold for one moment
And they disappear the next.

When you expect something, you open the room for disappointment.

是我做了什么让天使生气
还是忘了做什么让幸福远离

Stupid girl.

Why did i put myself in this situation again?
How different am I from her?
I hope it’s never gonna happen ever ever again.

Stupid girl, I should have known.

偶尔很开心 偶尔却下雨
偶尔有梦醒 偶尔很想你
当我们同时安静 也做
了决定 却不要再见你.

Cloudy.

I’m waiting for the haze in my head to clear.
That sick feeling is back.
And this time round i can’t seem to run away from it.

Damn.

The key is to exercise and eat healthy.
But you know, sometimes it can be so difficult.

I really want to start somewhere.

Why is the sky blue?

Why are we passionate about things that we are not good at?
Why are we chasing over things that we can’t get?
Why are we never contented with what we have?
Why do we always want things that we know we can’t have?
Why do we always wish for dreams that cannot be reached?
Why are there many evil people out there but they never got their karma?
Why do we always ask questions that have no answers?

Why?

Im feeling a little upset right now.
And it does not help to know that results are gonna be out in less than 5 hours time.

No surprise.

If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it’s better than where we are now
But after going through this, it’s easier to see the reason why.

Not wrapping this in ribbons,
Shouldn’t have to give a reason why.

But I know in time we’ll find this was no surprise.

(:

(:

I have a lot of pictures.
But im so lazy to upload them.
Please go to facebook for more.

But she wear short skirts,
I wear T-shirt.
She’s a cheer captain
And I’m on the bleachers.