Waterrrmelon.

Here are some photos taken last few days/weeks.
I will be back tomorrow with pictures from JiPuSai  birthday.
But i wonder if i have the time to blog it..
AS IM WORKING WORKING AND WORKING.

But i must endure for the sake of MONEY.

Okay, so here we go.

Aiya blur.

AIYO, not blur liao. but he close his eyes. zzz

Some of the shots we took for the DADP outreach in May
called “let’s talk sex”

But those above are the “funny” shots. “Behind the scene” lol.

He looks like he is gonna strangle the baby. haha

Went malaysia to fix Mr chay bike today.

Shag.

The purpose of posting this ugly picture is to show
how much black hair i have already! yay, it shows that my hair is growing!

Okay, time for bed.
Night

Im unhappy.

Im just not content.
But i don’t know what i am missing in my life.
Maybe im missing a life in my life.

Its like, omg, im looking so forward to this weekend
Because i will finally get to meet up with saiclan
BUT it’s so sian when i think of the fact that i probably have to work the next day.
Because that means, I CANT STAY OUT LATE.

!@#$%^&*(?!@#

And i don’t feel like going to work today.
Then you would say, “Just quit la.”
Yeah, and you fund my expenses okay?

Maybe i don’t really enjoy this new job of mine.
Maybe i should go back to Hotstones (SO lame)
Quit and go back
But i don’t want be a host! >:(

Maybe im very irritated that i haven’t finish my ITI journal
Though it has been constantly on my mind
And annoying me that i havent done it.

Argh, i think im crazy.
I just need to rant.

OMG, THIS LESSON IS SO FREAKING BORING
AND THIS BITCH IN FRONT OF ME JUST KEEPS GOING ON AND ON.
Thank god i have my laptop with me.

Moral of the story:

My thoughts are damn incoherent today.
Evidences above.

&

Something is wrong with me.

Exhaustion.

Work is killing me.
My legs are aching like shit.
Its so painful that i feel like cutting it off.

Don’t know how long i can survive.
The pay is pathetic.

For those who don’t know,
I am working at jurong point
Working for this brand called Kitoko Kalani. (KK)
It mainly sells beauty product that comes from Japan, Korea and Switzerland.

Okay, im dying.
Bye.

Family.

Watch it, it made me think and tear the first time i watched it.

“In the end, it’s these small things that you remember.
Small imperfections that make them perfect, for you.
So to my beautiful children,
i hope one day you will find someone
who is as beautifully imperfect,
as your father was to me.”

I know i am very very late with the pictures.
But yeah, my computer just finished its surgery.
HOWEVER, it is still not in 100% health. @#$%^&*(!?
Nevermind, as long as it doesnt hang on me anymore.

Today is my first day of work.
Hmm, the people there are pretty nice.
Job scope is easy, similar to restaurant host
Just that now i need to push beauty products and not hotstones.

On my full day shift, i have 1 hour break in between!
Someone come jurong point eat lunch with me!!!!!!!
My schedule is out from now till thurs,
and guess what? IM WORKING E-V-E-R-Y-D-A-Y.

O.O
Boyfriend will kill me.
okays, i shall upload the picture now and go to sleep.
8am class.
I don’t want to be late.
It’s Noorlinah class tomorrow.

Our anniversary dinner very very long ago.

His favourite very fake smile.

Yummy food! Mushroom & Seafood pasta!

In the cinema. But too dark.

So we used flash! Before the movie start la. HAHAHAHA.
Its quite embarrassing though.

Out with ger on i can’t remember when.

We had this for dinner! very unique and nice~

Freshmen orientation. we wanted to revive how we were one year ago during our FOP.

DKNY WITH GINA! i have the coupon so we got 50% off for food!
DAMN SHUANG I TELL YOU. eat lots pay less.
UOB SEND ME MORE SEND ME MORE!!!!!
The pictures is so overdued that i cant remember when though. =\

Soup

Salad

Random ugly face.

baked pasta.

Beef. The food is great! we wanted dessert also. but we were too full for that.
GUESS WHAT?! WE ONLY PAY about TEN DOLLARS EACH! SHUANG SHUANG SHUANG

STACEY BIRTHDAY AT SETTLER.

(:

And we met wendy there!
She brought her class for class outing there!!!!

we were all saying :” Sunchest!”

And Isabelle turned one years old. (:

OKAY SERIOUS TIME TO SLEEP.
OMGXXZXZZZZZZZ.

buaixzxzxzxzxzxz.

Argh.

Survival instinct that are present in humans sometimes makes us inhumane.

I have warned you so.
I have told you so.

You cannot constantly expect to get the best from people around you.
Just like when you keep working hard but still fails the subject,
you give up totally after a while.

Its called learned helplessness.
And everyone who is born with a normal brain experienced that.

Sometimes, you have to understand
it’s hard to return to square one,
to pretend that nothing has ever happened.

Wounds heal,
But scars don’t.

Moral of the story:

“Life is like a straw, it sucks.” (Jieying, 2009)

IM HAPPY!!!!

I promise i will upload pictures v soon.

Today, i bought a lot of things and im super happy.
I got a new specs, bottle, watch, and a hardisk which is 500GB.
SO HAPPY! RETAIL THERAPY ROCKS. (not that im v emo now)
But that also mean that it has currently burnt a
Freaking focking fucking big hole in my wallet.
NEH NEH POK.

And 500GB is seriously so big that i wonder how anyone can store until its full.
Okay, maybe ong banqi do, but its O.O

Last but not least, i hope this dumb lovely computer
Will not give me any problems after the surgery on thursday.

Good night people,
8am class tomorrow.
by Mr. Ri.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAA.

Mixed.

And school start tomorrow.
I have a whole load of pictures to upload.
But i need to bring mr infected computer
To see the doctor first.

So till then ya,
I think i will upload till i go mad.

Will you ever learn?

Computer clinic.

My computer is terribly sick.
It makes me super freaking forking annoyed trying to use it.
NEH NEH POK.

To my dearest computer,
Im sending you to a doctor asap,
And im gonna ask the doctor to dig out your organs and clear away the infected area.
Im asking him/her to cut your other half away (window vista)
And hopefully you will be good and healthy by the time u leave the hospital.

From,
Your lovely owner.

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Im really troubled.
I seriously rather solve amaths problem than to think about an answer.

Think,
Vivian,
THINK.

Crossroad.

Because there’s no second chance.
There’s no room for regret.