ANGRY!

Im injured all over, and so is bf.

I JUST GOT A NEW ULCER ATTACK ON MY LIPS
A-G-A-I-N

!#$%?!^*)%^%!!?

You know its very freaking ugly!
Everyone will stare at me because it’s god damn obvious.

CCB LAH. WHY IS IT ALWAYS GROWING ON MY LIPS?!?!?!?!?!!!

ANGRY YOU KNOW.

and then i just got scald today.
I was taking garlic rice at hotstones and my elbow touched
the freaking hot oven( where they put the stones so that it get HOT enough to cook food)

WAH THE FEELING IS DAMN HIGH AH.
-.-

and then from all these days of working and walking around
my two poor tiny toes got blister!

Not forgetting my super irritating rashes on my knee area. Neh pok.

bf even worse, on top of his healing bike wounds,
He just got another new wound.

He was riding bu bu ( Im going to upload the picture of bubu soon, as i promised)
and it was raining. He stopped and it was too slippery,
the bike fall, and the exhaust pipe scald him.
Ouch, compared to his, my scald today is seriously nothing.

=.=

Okay but whaever, we are still gonna have a date out tomorrow.
So photos time, finally in a long time.

Watch out for this space soon.

AND FUCK YOU STUPID NEH POK ULCER.
I CANT TAKE NICE PICTURE OF ME TOMORROW.
!@#$%^&*?%)    ANGRY LAH.

Hello world,

Okay first day of work.
Pretty shag.
Keep forgetting things..

But nana is back! YAY!!
At least i have someone to talk with me!

No pictures today because i bought a empty batt camera out.
How smart.
Sorry you got to understand that all my brain cells are used
in the midst of all the exams and projects.

it is completely sold out
and is trying it’s best to replenish now.

Day out with chayyyyyyyy tml.
With his bu bu.

You guys will know what is bu bu tomorrow.
Hopefully.

Good night~!

erms?

Today marks the first day of my holidays.
But somehow, my plans were rearranged.
SO, what am i going to do on my first day of my long awaited holidays?

Go to lavender alone to take my passport and then to

W-O-R-K

I know i have been looking forward to work.
Because i finally get some moo-lah in the bank.

BUT NOT TODAY!
However, Mr ivan teo called at 730AM
To ask me change shift with him.
And being a nice friend, i agreed.

SO NOW LET ME DRAG MYSELF TO  BATH
AND THEN TO LAVENDER AND THEN CLARKE QUAY

to enjoy my first beautiful day of holidays.

But i know it will get better.
I hope.

That’s what happen when you are in need of moolah. ):

PARTY TIME.

FINALLY
MY LONG AWAITED MOMENT.

NO MORE CUP NOODLES.
NO MORE MSG
NO MORE DROPPING OF HAIR

NO MORE STUFFING OF FOOD TO KEEP MYSELF AWAKE
NO MORE MEMORISING

SO MUCH MORE FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay im going to have fun now to compensate for all the time spend on
BOOKS.

say bye to BOOKS.

and HELLO TO HOLIDAYS!

I can’t wait!!

Omg just one more freaking paper.
But there’s just soooooo much to study.

And now that i am online and having way more fun,
I cant find the motivation to return to studying.

Holidays holidays holidays.
According to Chay, 2009 he wrote on his msn nick

“Im not riding bike already, Im on BMW”

Bus, Mrt, Walk!

LOL. and it sort of apply to me too!
AWWWWW.

okay whatever. im going back to books after my last few bite of my dinner.

IN EXACTLY 24 HOURS TIME!

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Important note: you should always cite your references!

Because according to Jackson 2008,
In the book Research Methods: A modular approach page 47,
It is not ethical and it violates APA principles to
“publish as original data, data that have been previously published.”

Let’s give an example:
if one wishes to quote my feb 7, 2009 entry
referencing should be done this way

“Give and take, a simple concept in life.

Every relationship, be it friendship or
romantic relationship, needs reciprocity to a certain extent.”
(Lim, 2009)

Omg, research method is over,
ITS ILP TOMORROW!

Back to books.

And now i know.

I know what i have been worrying about yesterday.

Mr chay got into an accident.
Ouch his wound………

And he sold his bike.
So we officially need to be good citizen and take public transport!

I can’t be his 24 hour maid
because i still got the freaking LAST
paper on monday!

I hope i can be there..
Oh well.

AND SOMEONE SERIOUSLY NEED TO LEARN ABP.
Weepeng is my new bitching partner!!! HAHAHA.
Its so fun to bitch with him! LOL.

Oops, im sorry we are not bitching.
We are co-ruminating.

HAHAHHAHA. okay whatever.
3 more days and its over!

I screwed up my paper today.
Like seriously -.-

If everyone cared

And nobody cried.

Im feeling very
……..
………….
…………
Strange now.

Im worried about something.
But i can’t identify what it is.

In fact, i should be worried about everything in my life
Because every corner that i turn to, it’s imperfection that i see.

And sometimes it gets very annoying.
If you know what i mean.

Somethings will just never get better.
I am sick of hoping that it will.

It never ever will.
It never ever happened in my 17 years worth of living.

Sometimes you must understand that it is not easy to get up on your feet
again and again and be resilient always.

Especially when new problems just arise
And old problems never get better.

Fuck.
I didn’t plan to type a emo post.
My state of mind is quite fucked recently.

I hope it’s because of the exams.

I’m more than what you made of me.

Listen

Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can’t complete.

Listen
To the sound from deep within.

Beautiful liar.

Im sorry.
I hadn’t got the courage to say the truth.

I’m bored.