NOOOOO!
January 29, 2009
Fuck it x10000
ARGH.
i have so much work and i just keep procastinating.
SOMEONE SLAP ME PLEASE.
i really bloody hell need a miracle to finish my work for next week ALONE.
it just never end. ON AND ON AND ON.
I CAN’T WAIT FOR 23RD OF FEB.
I JUST FEEL LIKE FUCKING EVERYTHING UP
BECAUSE I REALLY COULDNT BE BOTHERED.
thats wrong i know.
ERGH.
OKAY IM SO GOING TO GO SLEEP NOW.
BECAUSE IM FUCKING HUNGRY
I JUST HAVE ONE MEAL TODAY TO COMPENSATE MY DIET PLANS THAT WAS SCREWED BECAUSE OF CNY.
AND I JUST COULDNT BE BOTHERED LAHHHH!
i know i will wake up feeling fucking guilty tomrrow.
or maybe i will just die due to exhaustion next week rushing my essays.
BUT IM STILL GOING TO BED N-O-W
GOODNIGHT.
sorry, i just need to rant.
I wasted two bloody days.
No visitation, i wanted to do my work.
But i ended up rotting.
I don’t want to be that pathetic.
But im really guilty for wasting my previous time like that.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Fuck it.
I really really hate DADP.
Not the people, of course
but the damn fucked up work.
Im so sick so sick of it.
10/10 finals tomorrow.
ARGH I NEED TO BUCK UP.
CHEER UP VIV.
YOU NEED TO BE THE NICE AND SMILEY MISTRESS, LISA.
-.- argh.
where are you
where are you
where are you?
The year of Ox.
January 26, 2009
celebrated hilda’s birthday on sat.
Pictures up.
Gambled at huang’s place on CNY eve.
Wanted to take pictures with mr chay.
But no chance.
I doubt he will take with me anyway.
He hate his hair now. LOL.
LOL
busy keeping the candles alive.
happy birthday my dear girl.
thanks for being there always when i needed you. (:
when i need a place for refuge, to rant, to cry. haha
please know that im thankful for it.
Gamblers.
sai clan.
this is at school on thurs.
Jeremy wearing my cap.
lol.
LOL.
okay going to play mj now.
WISH ME LUCK!
HAPPY HAPPY!
January 25, 2009
HAPPY
牛
YEAR
EVERYONE!
erase the stress,
erase the pain,
erase the problems,
please don’t let it get worse.
Scars.
January 20, 2009
Im need to relief stress!!!!!!!
Saw this at pearlyn’s blog.
its quite fun. you can try! hahaha
1. Put your iTunes on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
Don’t matter- akon
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Promise- simple plan -.-
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
It happens everytime- by i don’t knw who
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
Karma- Alicia keys. zzz
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
When you’re gone. Avril lavigne
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Desperate- daphne khoo. WTF?!?!
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Let me love you-Mario. er?
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Way back into love. lol
WHAT IS 2+2?
forever and always-taylor swift.
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Smack that. LOL
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Lonely- Akon. HAHAHAHAHAHHAA MR CHAY IS LONELY. -.-
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Our song- taylor swift.
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Big girls don’t cry- Fergie. yeah, i want to be a girl that don’t cry. lol
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Should have said no- Taylor swift. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS FUNNY. HAHAHAH
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Gotta be somebody. o.O
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Bubbly- Colbie Caillat hahah okay la quite romantic! lol
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
I won’t last a day without you- Jolin Tsai. WOOOOO. I KNOW THANK YOU!!!
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Say goodbye-The click five. HAHAHA. yeah maybe.
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Better than me- Hinder. HAHAHAHAHAHA. EH, NOT ALL!! =x
WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
You and me- Lifehouse. OMG. LOL
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Go on girl. Ne-yo
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Can i have this dance – HSM3
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Me, you and my medication – Boys like girls
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Gasolina. =\ such a high song how to cry.
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Through the rain. WAH. GET MARRIED THROUGH THE RAIN.
interesting.
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
crushcrushcrush – paramore. hmmm. yeah. who isnt.
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Riding. er?
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Together- Neyo
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
I wanna love you-Akon. OUCH. lol
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Scars – papa roach (thats what written in my player)
What an emo post then. =\
okay off to bed now.
needa be a superwomen.
2 essays in 2 days.
Mission impossible 5 here i comeeeeeeeeee!
OH NO.
January 17, 2009
lith review word count: 1601
I choose not to continue because im not sure if im on the right track.
I don’t want to end up finishing my essay
And realize everything is wrong. -.-
RM = nothing done yet.
WAH GOOD LUCK TO MYSELF.
I wonder how im going to finish all by wed.
i have 10/10 tomorrow!
ARGH.
mission impossible 5 coming soon.
-.-
TO CHARLENE
January 15, 2009
Bloody hell. i know im supposed to be on a hiatus. Again.
WHATEVER.
Directions: Once you’ve been tagged,
you have to write a note with 16 random things,
facts, habits, or goals about you.
At the end, choose 16 people to be tagged,
listing their names.
I was tagged by charlene who INSISTED that i
should take a break from lith reviewing and do this.
But then 16 things about me is so hard. I’ll try.
1. Im now reading twilight and its on the table beside my laptop now.
Im really obsessed with it and dreams to be Bella. omg.
2. I was thinking of Ponyo, and i want to emphasize that
i seriously cant draw/dance for nuts.
3. I wanted to be an actress since young.
But people usually end up with “YOU AH?”
whenever i tell them about it =\
4. i don’t mind being a psychologist either because
then, i can earn $$$ and buy a car and shoick shoick enjoy life.
But its so hard to be one.
5. I really really desperate want a car. but i can’t support it in any way
even if i get my license. Its impossible.
6. I will curl up as a ball when im sleeping alone.
7. My hair has a lot of split ends. and im very irritated by that fact.
I ended up cutting my hair anywhere. at home, at school..
8. i have lovely friends and im the founder of sai clan.
LOL
9. OH, i really hate my name.
Vivian, being too common
and Huixuan being just too omg.
10. i love to keep perfumes.
Especially those with very nicely designed bottle.
and that would mean that i leave my house everyday,
with a different smell. -.-
11. shit im struck…
i really love the people in DADP.
although im complaining so much about it,
there isn’t any other course that i want to be in.
12. im naturally “blessed” with unfortunate events.
13. a romantic date will be one lying on the grass staring
at the stars, wind blowing. and i already found a perfect place.
HAHAHA MR CHAY WHEN ARE YOU BRING ME THERE?!?!?
14. ENFP.
15. I hate running, i hate PE.
Now, don’task me why im in badminton.
16. Im generally insecure about myself,
my life, my everything.
ohmygod, i finished.
16 ppl to tag…
hilda
jenna
jason
melissa
valentine
pearlyn
nazreen
jieying
ezzat
ken
huilun
haziqah
jannah
and whoever/whatever who wants to do it.
my brain is not working.
OKAY CHARLENE, I HAVE DONE IT!
WHATEVER
January 14, 2009
Im going through the whatever season now.
I know im supposed to be on a hiatus.
WHATEVER.
I still have a lot of work.
WHATEVER.
I am disappointed in how i performed for the forum theatre piece today
WHATEVER.
My diet plans TOTALLY screw up and i feel fucking guilty now.
WHATEVER.
Im really stressing myself out because of some bitch.
WHATEVER.
If i could personify fate as a human being,
then fate would be someone who loves to fool people
who enjoys seeing people chasing one another in circles
and its amusing how it can bring people together and tear people apart.
WHATEVER.
And now, i need to start on my fucking 4000 word assignment.
W-H-A-T-E-V-E-R!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Phew.
January 11, 2009
First of all, me and my boyfriend is seriously broke.
You cant imagine how broke we are.
We are just god damn broke. -.-
Because of school work, i couldnt afford to work.
So what does that mean?
NO WORK = NO PAY!
argh.
Oh, i proudly slacked my weekends away.
So what does that mean?
I DUNNO HOW TO FINISH MY WORK ON TIME!!
NO TIME = NO SLEEP!!!!!
So in conclusion,
DADP = SIAO AH!!!!!
hmm, this picture is a contradiction.
Sorry, i didn’ think about the amount of work i have when i took this picture.
I TOLD YOU I HAD A GOOD WEEKEND.
with gina. On duty for SP open house on sat. MY ANNIVERSARY DAY! =\
she brust the ballons!
HEHEHEHEHEHE. My silly boyfriend.
to remind him to SMILE.
Happy 3rd month anniversary. (:
DADP= Do And Do Perpetually.
HIATUS.
Exhaustion.
January 7, 2009
To just sit down and have a proper meal without rushing
or thinking and talking about project,
Would be a luxury now.
That itself is explainatory.
oh shit. by typing this, maybe i have just lost the time to go toilet tonight.
