What a life.

I keep having the urge to cry.
And i don’t really know why.

 

I feel like giving up DADP,
I hope this thought is temporary.
I pray that this thought go away before i get really serious about it.

 

 

Im feeling fucking fucked up now.

Incapabilities ;

I can’t anymore.
Not any longer.

 

Why hasn’t life been simple for me?

 

Simplicity is bliss.

Im alive,

 

Yes, happy or not,
im still alive.

Perplexed.

Life hasnt been any better, for now.
I really hope things change and get better.
Looking forward to 2009?

 

Yes.
If only all problems get erased as a new year start.
Which sad to say doesn’t happen.

So i don’t look forward to 2009,
But neither do i love 2008.

Because either ways,
Problems still exist.

my transformation.

BEFORE

AFTER

 

wah i can’t believe im so on time in posting up the pictures.
i thought i would take damn long.
im impressed by my efficiency.
how i hope i can like that too when it comes to doing my assignments.

 

 

can hardly breathe.

SHANGHAI

their shopping mall.

some circus show.

the second girl from the right looks like qiao en from 7 flower.

DADP knows the purpose of this pic.

that little kid beside my brother is called benjamin.
he’s super cuteeeeee! just that he has stranger anxiety. haha

all the ‘kids’
i put it with inverted commas because IM NOT A KID! lol

the night scene is gorgeous.
it looks even better in real life.

see how the sky changes.

 

 

 

KOREA part II

im efficient when photobucket stop being a bitch.

oh you must be wondering..
who is the ass who kept saying that she has no time to complete her assignments?!

yes that’s me.
out of the 3 essays that im suppose to do,
i don’t understand 2 of them which is dued IMMEDIATELY after school reopens.

tell me how.
cause i don’t wanna think.

i wanna be a coward.
i wanna run away.
i wanna give up.
because i can no longer fight this battle.
i have two more years to go.

no matter how i keep lying to myself
that it’s gonna be okay,
it doesn’t seem to be happening.
and i know im not doing anything about it.

see how i perish.

you will see this statue everywhere in korea.
it’s their statue of good luck and peace.
it’s like our 土地公 and 土地婆..

the angry snowman we made.

feeding goats

rabbits

pigs

squirrel

then they made the pigs slide down.

then we went to the place where they shoot da chang jin

-.-

(:

world’s smallest bear

the bear with real golden strip on him

the biggest bear

so cute right?!

familar? this is the one that appeared in goong.
for those who have watched it.
but the damn reflection spoilt it. ARGH.

trying to take up skirt for you guys. but cant la. lol

then we went to this wind mill.
the view is splendid at the bottom.
but my camera no batt already. take too many bear pictures.
so yeah, that’s all i managed to get. so sad. ):

we went to their theme park the next day

my tour group.

then we went to their animal world.
we sat on the bus and tour the place. the lions is just outside us!

feeding the tigers.

the baby of lion and tiger mixed together.
so now, who says lion and tiger can’t live together?
but it’s a little camera shy lah.

and the bears in korea is damn smart.
they can understand english, korean and chinese.
the bear will pray when the driver say ah mi ta ba ( dunno how to spell lah)

damn scary i tell you.
but damn shiok. lol

lol

the streets in seoul

we went sking the next day!

and obviously include falling down..

but we got the hang of it very soon! hehe. fun.

my brother then make this.

cam whore with it obviously.

sea worms.
eek right?

crab

spot the mistake.
im surprised korea make english mistakes too.
O.O

forcing him to smile

mixing the rice in the hot bowl.
quite nice actually.

learning how to make kimchi

my brother outfit damn cute right!!!
the hat is so…… korean. like duh?

their lights decoration outside their shopping mall.

and that marks the end of my korea trip.
next up is the photos i have in the 2 days stay at Shanghai.
wait for next post lah.
im lazy to continue.

gotta go school for meeting soon.

 

i can’t find it.

KOREA part I

Photobucket is really really being a bitch.
It’s really DAMN hard to upload pictures.
I wonder if it’s the site or if it’s my connection.
ARGH. anyone know other website that can host pictures?

 

btw, for your info,
i re-dyed and reborned my hair.
pictures of it?
 wait till i clear my korea pics
(which would take a long time because of the stupid photobucket
which by then most of you would have already seen it in real life =S )

so here are the few successful ones i manage to upload.

my first meal there.
boiling hot.

yes i had ginseng chicken as the first meal.

lovely Jeju island.

then it started snowing!

it looks like it’s raining.. but it’s actually snowing!

something’s wrong here. go figure it out. hahha.
spotted it IMMEDIATELY.
that probably shows something. hahah.

we went to climb mountain the next morning!

i did reach the top okay!

the whole of Jeju island behind my brother.

then we went to pluck oranges.
the owner make the oranges into love shape for tourist to take pictures.

plucking in process….

then we went to visit some village..

my best meal in korea. super yummy. *slups*

okay i know you want to see more.
but that’s all for now.
because photobucket is really not loading.

 

 

 

 

give me strength.

Tell me how.

Now that im back, i don’t know how to catch up with time.

Looking at the amount of assignment ahead of me,
I wonder how im ever gonna complete them before the due date.

i feel like cursing.
!@$#%^&(^%$#

IM BACK!!!!!!!!!

the title says it all.

till then.