unlike any other

i wanted to blog about so many things!
but my connection refuse to connect a few days back!
arghh.

on thurs, we wanted to watch made of honour!
wanted to watch at jp. but only have 10pm show.
so we went vivo for the 740 show.
its sold out!

nvm, we rushed our asses down to cine to catch the 815 show,
ITS SOLD OUT ALSO!
IN THE END, WE WENT BACK TO JP TO WATCH THE 10pm show.
dumb.
its just an average show i think. ):

friday, i met geraldine at jp!
it’s been ages since i see her!
went over to huilun’s place
girls talk!

i want to complain about the bus fareeeeeeeeeee.
wapiang, top up twenty dollars. 3 days going to finish already.
WTF. WHY MUST WE PAY ADULT FARE YOU TELL ME?
I AM A STUDENT! ROAR.

i’ve forgotten all the things that i wanted to blog about. =\
oh, its holiday!!
but my holidays are working holidays
because half of the time,
i need to go back school for projectsssssssssssss.
-.-

and not forgetting,
the tons of homeworrkkk!
I NEED TO START STUDYING!
this holiday i need to balance my time!

play hard, study hard.
a time to play, a time to study.

dadp fun time.

we played this game during applied drama. its super funn! but i couldnt join the dun because JEREMY CAUGHT ME IN THE FIRST ROUND! ROAR. im the first one to get caught. ZZZZZZ.

jiten the intruder. lol.

they need to all stick together. because non of them want to get caught! haha

 

then later the person called group of 2s! there were 3 ppl left. so sathiya and haziqah tried to pull gail. in the end they decide to form a group themselves and let gail get caught. since gail didnt choose who she want to go with. -.-

poor gail.

THE TWO BADIES!

 

time flies. its been 6 years.

LOL. green tea and pepsi, your healthier choice.

hahahaha, i miss themmmm! ):

 

I want to scream until no sound comes out and you’ve learned your lesson
I want to swallow these pills to get to sleep
So I don’t have to make a bad impression
I need to start to be myself
Because I’m sick of everybody else

I won’t let you bring me down
It’s here
And now I’m breaking out
I will learn to love again
But I will stand a broken man

that soon it will fade away

 

if only i can just press a button.

it seems easy for you.

on the bus,
i’ve thought about so many things that i wanna blog about
now that im home. i dunno where to start.

school really keeps my mind off things.
school means some crazy laughing session,
some bonding and talking session
not forgetting, serious working and studying session.
this time round, i have learned to cherish.
to treasure every moment and not pon school whenever i like.

improv test today was done with jeremy.
it went well.
i like the ending!
so amazing jeremy came out with that ending in such a short time!
although i think we can developed it more if we had a longer time planning,
but i think we’ve both tried out best. (:

it’s something about the way jeremy said that line,
that special line.
it reminded me of things that i shouldnt be,
not right now.  
even now,
it still lingers in my heart.

while queueing for the bus,
i thought about it,
maybe its not that hard,
maybe i should just accept and move on with my life.
maybe..

but then again, maybe tomorrow it will become too hard,
all over again,
you get i mean? it’s so easily influenced!

whatever.

so on the bus, i was thinking about other things,
i cant help smiling,
so i was like a mad women smiling to myself.
but i cannot control it!
my imagination is running wild you see.
HAHAHA, THIS TIME I DIDN’T TRIP OK!

ok, need to do some studying for tml’s mock test soon!
the keyword now is:
D-I-S-C-I-P-L-I-N-E

which i never had in my life.
the word to eliminate is
P-R-O-C-A-S-T-I-N-A-T-I-N-G

which i always had in my life.
actions speak louder than words.
SO BYE PEOPLE!

forget yesterday

Vivian: icic. hm i lazy go out la
 JENNA; Comfo: zzz
JENNA; Comfo: wow
JENNA; Comfo: thats new!
JENNA; Comfo: haahahhaha
JENNA; Comfo: i tell hilda i thought you sick you where
             will go
JENNA; Comfo: she say
JENNA; Comfo: you this kind sick also dont wanna stay at
             home one la
JENNA; Comfo: lol now tell me wanna stay at home
JENNA; Comfo: omg
Vivian: LOL u think i sick thats why i stay at home????
Vivian: im not sick ok!
Vivian: I SPEND MY DAY DOING HOMEWORK AT H-O-M-E
JENNA; Comfo: u mentally sick

 

now you see,
you know what i mean.

stayed at home to finish up my PCM essay.
in the end, being a good friend, i acccompanied jenna to mac.
so now im at mac now blogging this post.

oh, i just spent $10 to upgrade my psp version
so as to enable wma songs to be played.
i cant be bothered. im desperate! haha.

suppose to complete my voice homework.
but i really cannot do phonetics.
and its almost impossible for me to write the short essay.
i have absolutely nothing to write about!
but at least i have choosen wad to recite on thurs.
now, i need to memorise them.

improv test tml!
wish me luck!
tc on tues, cant wait.

ok i shall go now.
HEHEHEHEHE. (:

deep inside

yea, i went macdonals to study today!
and for the first time in my life,
im doing homework while the rest are playing comptuer!
should have taken a photo of that moment
you will NEVER see that in the past ok!
its always the opposite.
its always me distracting them.
maybe this change is good.

oh and my stupid friend,
with he and his iphone,
tried to touch the psp
and then ask me seriously
“walao, why like that ah? my psp not sensitive anymore”
i burst into laughter.
see, im doing him a favour by not cap locking this and highlight it
with a different colour.
(which i told him that i would)
CJW, SAY THANK YOU!

夜里难以入睡用什么可以麻醉
情绪太多怎堪面对

我的心太乱 不敢再贪更多爱
想哭的我却怎么哭也哭不出来.

i need to find a way to reorganise my brain.
i need to sort out my thoughts.
don’t wish to say more.

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was supposed to watch made of honour today!
those idiots all last minute cannot make it. ROAR.
planned to watch tml. ALSO CANNOT MAKE IT.
then when am i going to watch it! TSK.

maybe i should really be a good girl,
stay at home and complete my essay/homework/journal/study for test
BUT I FEEL SO RELUCTANT.
I DON’T WANT!
someone ask me out tomorrow!

ok, might head over to macdonals
and HOPEFULLY get some work done!
will see how.

im really bored.
i need to add a little colours to my life!

my connection is working at an insane slow speed. -.-
AUGUST PLEASE COME SO I CAN THROW THIS LOUSY THING AWAY.
ARGH. SO ANNOYING~

presenting you the mighty dadpians.

HELLO?! this is dadp new fashion ok! this is called wearing-the-jacket-oppsite

this is new hair fashion ok! its called i-want-to-have-a-cool-ahma-hair

hahaha. this is called omg-im-forced-to-be-a-girl! LOL

how about hello-idiots-i-want-to-eat-you?

EVOLUTION OF SUANTZE’S POSE!

ultimate-suantze’s-pose! HAHAHA. THIS IS A NEW SYMBOL FOR 01!
ps: rmb how claire want us to hum and open your arms? HAHA SIMILAR ACTION!
so today, we proudly make it our class symbol!
hahah i had fun at fc4 today with the rest. (:

psps: above text best understood if you are a dadpian. or, provided from 01! HAHA

 

IM BORED!
BRING ON SOME ENTERTAINMENT! ):

ok i need to take the chance to watch some drama
although im very tired.
BUT TML IS SATURDAY!
OK CIAO.

 

 

爱情到底是幸福还是不幸福?

im having a headache now.
weird.
maybe staying at home really makes me sick.
remember how i post about having ‘virus’ in my own room?

HAHA. its 11pm now,
time to be a goodie girl and go to bed.
good night world.
i cant believe that im such a nerd today.
-.-

 

im crazy.

words screaming in my head

omg, im so proud of myself!
i reached home before 4pm today!
i finished my applied drama essay!
pat pat, 3 cheers for me!
i use like 3 hours to write lo!
even with research done! ROAR.
and im still not happy with my writting. ):
i don’t know if i wrote out of point or anything.
i’ve never write a 1000 word essay in my life before ok!

although i still have many many assignments to complete,
but its a good start right!
hopefully i can finish whatever that needs to be done in the weekends.

lessons today was okay.
we learned a new ‘language’ in voice today called phonetics.
nothing much for the rest of the class.

5 hours of felix tml!
that makes a total of 7 hours worth of psychology lesson!
nothing much for today.
watching made of honour tml! yeah!

 
its strange how we can feel one thing now
and totally the opposite the next moment.

 

不敢问却一直想问
你心里藏着什么人
不敢猜却一直想猜
我爱疯了
我疯到自己痛也不晓得

多少个秋多少个冬
我几乎快要被治愈好
但还是会只因为一个重复的话题就
无心自扰

只因为我不想打扰
只因为怕你解释不了
只因为现在你的眼睛里
她比我还重要
我只好假装我看不到
看不到你和她在对街拥抱
你的快乐我可以感受得到

我只好假装我听不到
听不到别人口中的她好不好
再不想问也不想被通知到
反正你的世界我管不了

i did it again.

the first person i need to apologise to is myself.
i did it again.
and still, couldn’t get over it, still, self-torturing.
it was a struggle whether i should click or not,
i was defeated, i gave in.

fuck this shit.
i really swear i was feeling so happy 2 hours ago.
and the thing i need to do now is,
STOP THINKING.

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my shit friend say that he wanted to bring us to eat good food today.
he refuse to tell us where.
in the end, we went changi for popeyes.
nice and reasonably priced.
I FALL In LOVE WITH THEIR MASH POTATO (not mashmellow val tan!)

then we toured around the airport doing stupid things
(refer to picture123A below)
hahahha
its been so long since i went to the airport!
i love singapore!
lol.

don’t you think i have severe moodswings? LOL.

anyway, everything was good.

i laughed like shit.

wanted to come home early so as to take a short nap
ended up playing the computer. haha.
ok la, let the pictures do the talking ok!

the fries is niceeeee

YUM!!!!

my shit friend say popeyes don’t eat spinach  anymore.
now eat chicken and biscuit. -.-

shit people love changi’s dustbin! HAHAHA

highlight of the day!

close-up. i laughed like mad women.

they are ‘good’ citizens.

dps aka cjw aka the shit
said that the control towel had this shape
because goh cheok tong was eating ice cream during the opening ceremony.
-.-

its a MIO public phone! so cool right!

LOL

the sofa look like worms.

DADP 01.

our mini concert.

haha.

that’s it, m1 connection is pissing the ass out of me.
im going mad.
im going to slam the thing on my wall,
really soon.