we were never fated to be.

LONG AND STUPID POST AHEAD.

today must be some kind of black wednesday
or some april fool thingy(just that mine is at the end of the month instead of the start)
ok, today it’s vivian’s day!

DUMB STORY 1:
IM REALLY STUPID! 
i wore my lens to school.
i rub my eyes cause it was very uncomfortable and then the len went missing!
i search high and low for it (MAKE ME LATE FOR SCHOOL)
in desperation, i open a new box of monthly lens. (waste money i know.)
i went to school to find out that the brown lens has always been in my eyes!
i was wearing TWO lens overlapping one another for my left eye.
so my eyes were in two different colour. WTF.
but i swear i didnt see anything when i search my eye.
neither did i felt any pain!
DAMN DUMB.

DUMB STORY 2:
acc-ed nazreen to town to get her shoes.
if u guys has always been to heeren,
there’s this mirror near catus and pine,
they have this effect of enlarging ur head while ur body remains the same.
so i tot i looked so damn funny,
i kept walking backwards to make my head look bigger
i swear i was making funny faces
anddoing stupid things
until nazreen said “don’t ruin ur reputation, someone’s watching”
i looked over and saw the shopkeeper staring at me.
obviously withnessing every stupid thing i’ve done.
I WAS GOD DAMN EMBARRASSED THAT I RAN AWAY!
so freaking paiseh la! OMG.
SUPER DUMB.

DUMB STORY 3:
i accidentally fuck the wrong person!
haha, dun get me wrong, this was wad happened.
i was feeling very pissed over some stuff.
i said ”fuck man” quietly to myself.
i tot jw they all were beside me. so i just go on and in a very exaggerating manner said “FUCK!” (if u know me, u ought to know how i do it(storming my feet and shaking my hands etc) )
i turn and saw two complete strangers.
WTF MAN.
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EMBARRASSING! ROAR.
they must be thinking that im a mad women or something.
FREAKING DUMB.

DUMB STORY 4:
dumb-est of all!
since i changed a new phone, my contacts hasnt been sorted out yet.
so sometime when u sms me, it might not appear ur name.
so it will just show ur number.
so this guy A sms-ed me and asked if i wanna watch iron man with his friends and then go town walk walk or something.
coincidentally, jw is going to watch ironman with the gang tml also.
so i mistaken guy A for jw and tot jw was trying to be funny.
(guy A’s number and typing is really similar to jw’s)
and the fact that we just got back from town, i tot he was trying to be sarcastic or something.
it looked so much like him, its such a coincidence then even val and naz think its jw trying to be funny.
so i text back trying to be stupid:

“you stupid fucker. you stupid loner (jw was sitting opposite us ALONE) nobody wanna watch movie with you la. you go watch alone la! go and die la you idiot! “

so he replied:
“??? why are you scolding me?”

still, i tot jw was trying to act innocent i text back
“BECAUSE YOU SUCK!”

and then guy A called. it was then i realise how dumb i’ve been.
poor thing, kena scolded for nothing.
i swear it was damn dumb. but we were laughing like mad.
DUMB-EST OF ALL!

they say i need to smile MORE!

stupid things like THIS!

see the ghost on val on top left hand corner?

(:

another version! LOL.

SEE MY LONER FRIEND, MR CJW!

wad a day.

ok i wanna go slp!
lao niang v tired!
night world! (:

 

perhaps this is wad you call destiny
perhaps this is fate.
perhaps it was all predicted.
perhaps God did wanted to protect me.
He didn’t want me to get hurt.

but still, i ended up coming home,
feeling so confused.
was i really the only one that is at fault and needs to change?
but im sorry, i had to be me.