so badly wanted you to be by my side

this two days have been really bad.
despite the stupid virus i my body,
my brain refuse to work together with me either.
my mind kept thinking of you, everything about you
our past.

and so badly hope that sometimes
you will miss me like the way i do.

so many things in my mind.
fuck this.

make this over
as soon as possible.

oh no

i just read chalene’s blog and i think i’ve missed out quite a lot from school.
i must wait till next week to see my new lecture, helen!
according to chalene, she awesome.

ok i forgot to tell u guys,
my ulcer is forming a love shape on my lips!
butt its still damn gross!
hurry heal please. ):

im hungry!
my appetite is back!
i didnt eat alot ytd,
so i guess probably im eatting the portion for today and yesterday.
that wold explain y i crave for food so much!

ok bye.

i hate virus

ok i’ve been missing school for two days.
i went to see the doctor once more last night
because i was running high fever.
i swear the one and a half hour wait was the longest i’ve ever experienced.
my head was hurting like xoxoxoox.

im now feeling slightly better.
hopefully i recover fully by tml.
I WAN MY ULCER TO HEAL
IM DISFIGURED. ROAR.

ok i miss school!
im going back to school tml becasue i don’t have any more mc.
haha.

ok i need some rest.

till then.