a dot that run away

i think its really time for a decent post. but sad to say, i dun have anything much to blog about
except for the fact that i’ve finally met up with my bitch.
and the fact that im v sad because the two dresses that i brought don’t seems as beautiful as they looked in the changing room anymore.
thats why i say 女人很善变 ok! ): sad-ed.

and after so fucking long, my computer hasn’t been fixed yet!
if u look closely at acer website, they would say something like they bring the best service to their customers of something
thats totally BULLSHIT!

i wanted so badly to copy paste the whole chunk to let you see wad bullshits they wrote there..
but im too lazy and i dun wanna be that mean(although i know i already am. but its because made me mad first!)
i wanna beautify my laptop, i wanna paste sticker BEFORE school starts!
this ugly laptop should disappear forever!
SO ACER YOU BETTER CALL ME QUICK! else i might think of burning down your building.

whatever, i dunno what to blog anymore.
sleep is the thing i need the most right now.
i dunno why, i suddenly miss daddy. ): hais.

it reads “ugly curry puff”

it reads ” uglier curry puff”

不知要到几时，
才能无动于衷。

everything

i am so fucking surprised that im not mad by now.

acer screwed me, m1 broadband screwed me, my phone screwed me.
wad the fuck is wrong with everything?

and i fall today. its fucking pain
and my muscles are hurting like xoxoxox because of badminton today.

im so freaking pissed off right now.

let me die RIGHT NOW.

i really dunno if i can do it.
screw myself for that.

fucked up.

right now.

and it feels damn bad. like right now.

i’ve been gorging myself with food this few days, which is definitely not a very good thing.
despite that, i’ve become like a bat, only active at night.
when people are going to school/work, im in bed sleeping.
when people are sleeping, im up playing the computer.
omg, and my panda eyes is forming! NOOOO!!!
MOST IMPORTANTLY, pimples are popping out like they have never seen the world before!
and thats bad, VERY BAD! )):

ok so the moral of the  story is,
i need to stop this stupid routine of my life
and adjust my body clock back to its normal working hours.

so many, so many things to do!
they are all schooling! so im left being pathetic!
and my good friend (dr. love. haha =x) is away for camp!

i promise a better post;
when im…

yeah, whatever it is, its time to start moving on.
i’ll be back.

im trying hard.

(screw this fucking connection. m1 broadband should die. )

我不配

第一次相遇时候没忘记过
坏坏的那个笑容打动了我
学校里好像从没教过
心动怎么对她说

不知道什么时候他走向我
写着名字的信封好像是我
星座杂志预测了大成功
我们天衣无缝

hello hello 爱情风
吹得我转向又晕头
幸运粉红请帮我
让他着迷的不能自我

自然牵我的手在电影散场之前
他轻轻的对我说好喜欢我
傻傻笑容心飞了好像烟火

像恶作剧糖果酸酸甜甜像柠檬爱甜美在其中
大大的手又暖又厚紧紧的不会放手保护着我

不要管不去想不要在乎那么多
这样的勇气是第一次拥有
怎么会怎么可能选择了我
天空突然刮起好强一阵风
爱情风的威力让我忘了我是谁
心里想的念的都是你的笑容
我坐上了你的彩色热气球
环游世界只要你陪我

每一次约会时候鲜艳花朵
坏坏的那个笑容没有变过
我的脸颊突然害羞的通红
原来真的是心动

累积所有的感动日记里头
写满了我们所有从头看过
心跳还是一样加速跳动
点点滴滴都是梦

开始幸福遨游爱情带来幸福的微风吹往天空
星星闪烁见证你我恋爱闪耀的烟火

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已都变成回忆
深深的埋在心里。

this time i guessed its for real.
gotta start moving on.
thank you for making a difference in my life.

random

just feel like sharing some random pictures. its been long since i had a picture post.

its been long since i see this bitch. haha

crime scene at plaza sing. hahahahaha. (its their creative advertisement for rule #1. but pretty scary isn’t it?)

can u see what this looks like?

a closer look. its made of ebi prawn for suki sushi. hahaha.

the sky was really beautiful that day. but due to my sucky photograhy skill/camera, u cannot really see the beauty.

im trying to be artistic/ i was really bored.

i just tot it looked like cartoon or something.

oh, this is cute! hahahaha. currently located at dover mrt station.

ok thats all for now, i promise to return with more faces photo ok? hahahaha

till then.

weathers

it can be raining like cats and dogs this moment,
and yet, just at the next blink of seconds,
the sun might just appear,
bringing warmth to all living things on earth.

and thats just like you & me.

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and i collected my laotop today. so troublesome because u have to reinstall programmes like msn, and everything to your computer. and this stupid computer has got two version. one is xp another is vista. i just installed some programmes into my vista. this would mean that i would have to repeat the whole damn thing in my xp version. ROAR. its troublesome u know.

anyway, i guess i wouldnt be using vista after 3 months because my anti virus trial is gonna expire. i dun wan my computer to be infected. its (super) troublesome to get it reformat. but vista is pretty cool!

oh, and i really hate laptop now because,

1. its so damn fucking hard to type
2. my back and neck hurts after using it for a long time (i dun have a proper table u see, my bed is my table)
3. i dunno why, using laptop just hurts my eyes so badly.
4. i think my degree will rise if i continue using it (which might be good, because then i can wear contact lens! so i dun have to focus so hard to get something read,oh and i mean really hard.)

whatever it is, im just so not used to using. plus the ugly looks. omg. i need to get it beautify, like right now!

ok lots of things to be done. gonna be pretty busy this few days.
right now, i need some decent sleep. oits fucking 4am in the morning. my boy will kill me.
so bye!

its just too cruel.

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i hate myself

went sentosa with the usual few on wednesday! so bloody suey. tues wan go zoo, it RAINED. wed go sentosa it RAINED again. but despite the rain, we had fun! stupid cheering session ( i swear i nv seen choon, sin, jw so high before. i wonder what medicine jjc gave them to eat), stupid games, stupid having fun in the rain session, but ultra ultra fun!

just did my enrollment today. i swear singapore poly is so bloody big. gonna have a hard time walking to my classroom in the morning when school reopens. sigh. its so troublesome to enroll into a poly! have to go for medical check up (which i think is totally crap) and x ray(i think need to test for breast cancer). for the x ray they wan u to remove ur top(that includes ur bra if u are wearing one -.-) and wear a stupid blue piece of shirt/cloth (like going surgery) then ask u lean on one stupid machine and the doctor (a male ok) anyhow clip my hair. ROAR. dunno how many ppl use before. omg. i was so embarrassed i tell you. STUPID CHECK UP. and i have to go back for the damn urine test AGAIN because i was having my menses when i go for the check up. waste time. ROAR.

and i think i’ve decided to get myself a stupid acer computer instead of my chio pink vaio! ): how sad. well, cause

1) its cheaper and the things inside are better than vaio by like a lot
2) no need to go school and install the things. (cause u buy from sch they already install for you. else u will have to book another slot to configure ur computer)
3) the cover of the laptop looks considerably okay.
although i really hate the design inside. but what to do..
250GB hard disk, 3 GB ram, and a good graphic card and some nonsense i cant remember for the price of 1.3k+
tempting right?
so poor vaio.. ):
byebye~

im so damn bloody bored so im blogging so much crap right now. lalalalala. this stupid connection is killing me. it makes me lose motivation/temptations to on the computer! SO STRONG RIGHT! should use this connection when im taking o levels. -.- and i’ve been buffering the stupid drama for like i think 3 hours? and not even half of the movie buffered.
now u know what i mean by S-L-O-W?

my darling boy is out with his friends. so im so damn bloody bored~ WHY AM I NOT 18 YEARS OLD U TELL ME!
when i was 13, i make a pact with someone to return to some place when we turn 16.
now that im 16, can i make a pact with wordpress to turn to smoking and alcohol when i turn 18?
haha if u havent realise that im kidding by now, then u ought to.

so as u can see, i must be damn bored to be typing all this nonsense.

so im gonna stop, bye.

i think its going to be long till u see my next post.
but still, stay tuned.

i might pop out somewhere, somehow.

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its hard, but im gonna try my best.
because humans cannot be selfish.