its painful

im fcuking disappointed.
if you don’t know how disappointment feels,
then i think you better not learn.
because it hurts.

going crazy

i think there are viruses in my house! I CANNOT STAND STAYING AT HOME! im so bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have nth to do! someone entertain me please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ROAR. and my da is still slping. its 11.22pm now. i think even a pig sleeps lesser than him. im going crazy due to boredom. ok im going to play neopets. -.-

im very tired.

ok im blogging this feeling half-dead.

wednesday

caught im legend with dar and my brother. it was a good show. very exciting! nothing much. slacked at the arcade and then send brother home while heading to ck’s place for mahjong. my insane luck is gone! lol. but i still love mahjong!
oh we had pizza hut! oh, but i swear that plaza singapura’s pizza hut has the worst service!!!!!! there is NO ONE outside serving/taking order/attend to the guest. all hide in the kitchen don’t know for what. we took a fcuking long time to get the attention of the staff to order our food. idiot. shouldnt even pay there god-damn-expensive service charge. ROAR.

he looked as if he was forced. haha

so we tried again! ok better this time.

yummy!

i saw this in the arcade. i tot it was funny.

the hand in between is my bro’s hand. the ‘normal’ hand. lol.

he wore my slippers. so gayyyyyyy

thursday

met up with dar’s friend to have dinner at sengpang bedok or something like that la. the food there was not bad. after dinner, the whole gang head over to arif’s place to play x box(oh boys, whats new) i swear i was rotting there. after that, we went midnight cycling to east coast and watch the sunrise (not really, damn the clouds).
and you know what? i havent been exercising since i stopped badminton training for o levels. AND NOW MY BUTT THE LEGS HURT LIKE !@$#$&%*%. verrryyyyy pppppaaaaaiiiinnnnn ahhhhhhh.

we had dinner here!

some games like street fighter. its called dead or alive 4 i think.

then they played guitar hero. see my boy, future rock star! lol.

so cute right?

i bite. lol. jk.

his cat.

oh don’t you think this mirror look like those fairytale whereby the evil queen will ask “mirror mirror who is the prettiest of them all?” LOOK LIKE RIGHT! and da’s friends asked me to ask question and claims that the mirror will answer. only will answer to those who step into his house for the first time. i believe you know! not as in that the mirror will really talk, but i really asked cause they keep asking me to. so i asked “who is the ugliest of them all”. arif then stand in front of the mirror give a retard face and say “vivian.” -.- then they started laughing at me. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

then he came to destroy my picture. and yes, he is arif. -.-

pepper and maple syrup.

before its done

see the thing there? look as if its shooting star. but its not la, i think its some aeroplane.

starting to get bright.

see the orange thing in the center? i mistook it for the sun!

look like sun right?

but its not la. ):

OK HERE COMES THE REAL SUN!

see so cloudy! cant see the sun!

one third of the sun?

one fifth now?

we then decide to leave because its so cloudy the sun is hiding! we cannot see it! ARGH….

after we left the sun came out. irritating right. i took this while on dar’s bike. zzz. -.-

ok im bored, my pig is still slping. im tired!

dear santa

MERRY CHRITSMAS EVERYONE!!!

although im late by one hour, but still merry christmas! haha. hope everyone had a fun time during xmas this year! i went town count down with dar this year! yes, it was damn packed! (whats new). hahahaha no pick pocket no molest! yay! because dar was really protecting me. and i mean really. hahahaha. it was actually quite fun la. seeing ppl purposely aiming those bangalas. we aimed too and then acted innocent when they turn back. and the funny part is when the person beside us said “well done” to us after we do that. super funny i tell you! and then see ppl almost fight, and push here push there. AND I ALMOST FALL!!! one of my knee already on the floor. luckily dar pulled me up. else….. o.O

although it was really hot and stuffy, but overall its still okay la. we went back pretty early. at about 12 plus because we dun really have anything to do. those ppl in town are crazy. the snow war starts at 11 plus. -.- MY TOE NAIL CAME OFF AGAIN! thanks to the crowd.

well, as for the actual day i spent it working! =.= but still okay la cos today sales was better than the previous one! we have a total of $178 sales today! yay! so we bring home $30 each! earn $10 per hour! hope everyday the sales also so goooooddddd.

oh, im meeting dar tml! going to watch movie together with my brother! see i have changed to become a good sister already ok! hahahhahaa. ok so wordy. i go eat maggi mee already. bye~

first day of work.

oh, before countdown i met up with jenna and hilda! we had ichiban!

mine. half udon

hilda’s iciban bento

jenna’ssss. dunno called wad lah.

SHIT HUNGRY ALREADY.

xmas xmas

i dunno why there is free hug in town during xmas eve

see, snow war.

at 12 sharp.

amazing crowd

i pity that guy. his hair turn white!

oh, some statue.

this picture actually has second part. but shouldnt post. later kena caught for racial discrimination. HAHAHA

this christmas, i’ll give my heart to someone special.

its not easy

i really really hate this feeling.
its so strong and painful, but there’s nothing i can do about it.

i hate myself.

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jus one nice song to share.

a day of love

yesssss, i went town with my sweeties ytd! but none of us got anything home! how sad right! but then all the shops are all selling almost the same type of clothes/shoes. see also sian. oh, i spotted one shoe but the colour no more my size. and one more shirt, but i think its too expensive and not worth it! BUT ITS NICE. how sad. but nvm.. vivian, its not worth it its not worth it, its not…..

we really had a lot of fun. just talking about random things, updating about one another’s life, laughing at stupid things like
“dun push me to the bush”  (inside joke) HAHAHAHAHA.

oh dar wanted to go far east and buy the shirt for me (the one i mentioned above) as a surprise plus xmas present. but as usual, he didnt wake up on time la. so now that i know the ’surprise’ i insisted that he shouldnt buy. its not worth it its not worth it its not…. TELL ME ITS NOT!!!!!!!

but nvm HE GOT ME PUMA WATCH INSTEAD. although…….. hahahahahhahha.

we are officially starting work tml! (i think) hope the sales is goodddd. i wan earn money!!
i jus spend $100 buying puma watch for dar also. OOPS. ITS SUPPOSE TO BE A SECRET. IM SUPPOSE TO LET YOU GUYS THINK THAT HE IS VERY SWEET(but he really is). hahahhahaha so treat as you nv see anything ok?

i miss my boy.

she destroy my picture.

after taking this pic she immediately say “wow very smelly, really cant kiss(zhen de qing bu xia qu)” my translating is a bit bad la.

SEE?! my evidence of the two of them being idiot! sms sms sms ignore me! dar was slping la, so no one sms me. hahahahha. so next time mus leave our phone at home before we head out!

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we must be super bored at that time

oh, i didnt intend to eat! but ben and jerry’s tempting power is too strong! so we had cookies and cream (thumbs up), lemon(taste like the one in earshot), strawberry cheese cakeeee!

got band to sing for us some more. they are called 52nd street. so i told ger, there is a possibility that three of them all stay at 52 street. so next time we should call ourselves 81 street. lol

wad she look like 1000000000000000 years later

this is wad happen when u sms too much! or when you are pushed into the bush! LOLLLLLL

oh, we are so into the seasons of xmas! i wore green too! -.- so christmas-ty right?

i love puma!

didnt have chance to snap dar’s. he wore it almost immediately after purchase. -.-

AHHHHH. THERE ARE VIRUSES IN MY COMPUTER!!

you & me

wanted to acc dar to make his atm card at bedok interchange. but you know what? its closed because today is public holiday! -.- ok nvm, we went over to ikea because he was craving for the cold water prawn. but in the end, its out of stock! hurray! lalalalal and then fish & co at tampinese mall and then finally back home. oh btw, dar jus called and said that posb mailed him his atm card. (now still got such good things? o.O )

oh, im meeting my sweeties tomorrow! like finally. hahahaha.

bye bye to earshot -esplanade
say hello to walls ice cream!

i should visit earshot and order philly beef patty crepes! since im not the one washing the stupid oily pan now. hwak hwak.. so you guys can now visit earshot and order as much as you want to!

im bored. i have nth to blog. stay tuned for more photos tml!

so cute right?

oh the fish & co staff wants him to stand on the chair and hold that thing. hahaha

they sang/cheer/shout/scream so loudly i tell you. everyone is looking. hohohohohoh. but its cute lah.

the quality sucks cause its not taken by my phone! hahahha morale of the story, nokia sucks!

title

ytd interview was okay. i jus tot it is a waste of our precious time. time is money you know, so the stupid boss wasted 2 hours worth of my money. ROAR. im gonna start work on this sat. hope everything will turn out fine. money money money! $$

im bored. i dunno what to blog.
oh ya, im fat! but i jus brought  junk food home! fish & co tml somemore. -.- LALALALALLALAA. bye

its more than complicated.

i have officially quit my job over at earshot. didn’t know that the incident will cause such a big commotion. well, to say the truth, a bit don’t bear to leave the place although i worked last than a month. because i jus knew how to make many drinks and SOME of the ppl there are really nice. i wonder how to face it tomorrow. omg, someone save me please. ):

but nvm, i think im going down for the interview for selling ice creams tomorrow too! yeah, i got the job already. haha im fast and efficient i know. but then my working place is getting further and further away already. now it would be around seng kang, punggol and pasir ris. woohoo. nvm, at least im working together with dar so its still okay. treat it as dating lo. can date can earn money sia! lol.

really hope everything will go well tomorrow. im going to face my most awkward moment in my life. i cannot imagine the scene tomorrow. gosh. i wan to have the universal remote so that i can skip tuesday and go to wednesday straight away. zzz. please pray for me that everything goes well tomorrow. thanks. lalalallalaa, im going mad.

losing control

this show is damn good! the chipmunks are SUPER cute. go go go watch!

ytd after work met dar and his friends. we headed to heeren and i realised dar’s friends is actually working at NUM(new urban male) and know kelvin! (omfg i know so many kelvin in my life) its good seeing him again after so long. oh, i miss his cute brother more! hahahahha. we headed to hong kong cafe for some snacks. the food wasnt great and the bill turn out to be $80+. i think thats really ex because we didn’t really order a lot of things. so the morale of the story is hong kong cafe SUCKS. yes, it sucks.

after that we went to play pool. oops. they i mean. i was so bored because i got nothing to do!

trying to act artistic. but i know its not artistic at all. 

quiet, intelligent, gentle and refined guy. thats totally

BULLSHIT. 

HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHA

after that we watched warlord at like 4am. -.- i almost fall aslp. lol. the show is complicated i think. BUT for the first time, i managed to understand more than the others. hahahahhahaha. cab-ed home and went to dreamland. oh, dar’s friend is so rubbish. he said “i know what is kidney failure. kidney fail” the way he said it is DAMN funny i swear. lol. but i was the only one laughing la. -.-

this is cute. hahahaha.

oh, i think im quitting my job already. don’t ask me why. very hard to explain. some complicated things. well, i want to sell ice cream!! anyone have friend selling ice creams? INTRO ME PLEASE! hahahahahahha. ok gtg bye.