here i comeeeeee

alright, most probably my last post until my o’s are done. haha cant believe what you read right? well, i certainly hope that i won’t give in to temptations. so yeah, most probably my weekends and weekdays will be spend camping at macdonals doing hw and studying. (omg i cant believe i say this. ok serious this time round) but sure enough, i will still online once in a while because i know myself too well. hahahahhahaa. omg, i really hope i wont give up so soon! jus around two more months! (oh thats really fast) so ya, wish me luck! please kindly do me a favour if u see me online. that is, to chase me away from my computer! haha..

alright, so im going to enjoy my last time having the computer instead of a book infront of me. i will go back to gaming. heh.

oh yah, i screwed my oral. really screwed. nv felt so screwed before, so confident-less before. ROAR.

no matter how hard i try

this post will have no pictures, no serious update. just some nonsense. but you would stay and hear me rant right?
perhaps right now i need that comfort, need that love, need that warmness. anyone will do. but all i have is myself and this stupid computer.

really feel very depressed now. but i couldnt really exactly tell you why. i dunno either. i hate this sudden overwhelming emotion. just suddenly felt that im so uselesss, that i dunno why im born into this world. perhaps to bring suffering to others and myself. i really try, but no matter wad i do, it doesnt seems to work.

whatever. this isnt mood swing. i’ve been feeling like this for v long. its jus that i doesnt show. i caused my own pain. so no one to blame, but myself.

all i need tonight is you.

got back chinese results today. a2 distinction. well, i wanted a a1 but they all say a2 was good enough so i shouldnt waste my time retaking and should instead concentrate on subjects such as mathematics. (really need a lot and a lot of help, but not from mdm foo pls. her help = no help) so byebye to mr chia, byebye to chinese! i will nv do chinese again! yay!

i sit down today asking myself what i really wanted in life.  tourism and resort management seems to be pretty impossible for me right now. i dunno why, i dun wanna go to jc. mayb the stress of A levels. and i doubt with my laziness i will survived anyway.

its weird how ur brains tell you that u arent happy but yet ur heart forbids you to let go. i sit that night alone hoping you would comfort and be there for me. but sad to say, you werent. mayb it was me, i was the problem. i nv deny the fact that i could really be a bitch at times, but how i wish ppl wouldnt changed. they would jus stop at how they started. oh well.

on a lighter note, here are the photos that i promised, let them do the talking!

photos due long ago, chalet at aloha loyang

blss badminton girls team. seniors, juniors and wonderful memories.

national day celebrations.

merlion getting prepared

dun tell me you dunno what they are dressed as.

graduate!

banner

butcher, changi airport, engineer, merlion. how often do u see all together?

mad sciencist

our beloved judge

i forgot to rotate them. but nvm, he’s our hero ! haha

4e8′07

francis’s surprise birthday party

yummy food~

so cute right?

sentosa

the sand are super fine!

here comes the train

pls grab hold of the pole so that you will not fall.

my crazy friend lying down under the burning sun

the stupid bridge they built. not very clear cause its late already

the guys

look at wc’s face!

guess who is this?

the biggest burger i ever ate in my whole life

erm?

they claim to be sponsored by yonex. -.-

happy eatting!

jq is so cute. hahahaha

random

as cute as ever!

i don’t know what’s keeping me. its you.

suddenly i feel the pain

this week is a fruitful week! because we only go to school for two days! yay! wed we had national day celebrations. it was quite okay. we came in second. at least we keep up to standard. ( we got second last year too)

thurs
went over to francis place for his birthday celebration. it was fun. played games, chilled, talked, run, laughed and everything.

fri
we went sentosa!  oh, my face is red now. ): thats bad. i dun wan skin to peel off from my nose. arghh. but sad to say, i cant post any pictures cause i havent got them. so let the pictures do the toking when i get them! (:
tml will be a boring day.  damn o levels.
oh, im getting  mother tongue results on mon! wish me luck.

all of a sudden, it hurts.

those ups and downs

wake up in the morning to help out with the national day celebration preparations. didnt help out much actually because i arrived late and by the time i reached, there wasnt much left for me to do already. haha i think its gonna be fun. anyway, its gonna be our last year already. so we should give our best! wahhaa. didnt managed to snap any picture though.

meet the girls to watch simpson(spelled like this?!?!?!?) it was quite funny. hahha. then we went over to jenna’s place to cook! salad, drunk (lol) prawns, chicken, hotdog. so fulllllllll. anyway, its finally a decent post with photos! lol. to show you ppl, im still alive! (too bad to those who wished im dead ) ;p

im happy today cause we cooled! (: alright, pictures time!

long awaited photos

at library long long ago, preparing for SEL skit.

naz’s group doing the skit

school

some hair cutting session in class. -.-

cooking session!

healthy lifestyle hor!

our future chef

the mess

final

time to enjoy!! yum yum

one last post to end off,

my cards during one of the mahjong session. nice right! wahaha. but boy say take mahjong picture will suey. walao eh~

silence doesnt mean consent

i did not forge my parent’s letter. i did not skip ur fucking stupid biology remedial repeatly without a fucking valid reason.

silence doesnt mean consent. i do not simply agree on a fucking shit u guys say although i choose to keep my cool.

its a bad bad day.

WHATEVER//